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Living, loving maid.

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 12:46:15 GMT

So here I am.

On the brink of adulthood.

And loving it.

As I said, 2009 was going to be a big year for me.

And it has been.

This is the year I graduate. (next week, in fact)

This is the year I turn 18.

This is the year I finally grew the metaphorical man bits to ask english person (whom, for now, we shall refer to as "james") out.

I'm almost assured of my place in the university I want to go to.

I'm going intnt'l in a week or two. That should be exciting.

Last test, done, which is fabulous.

Loving life.

ttfn, my lovies.

I feel like it's time for a post.

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 00:03:06 GMT

Q: What do you get when you make a 6'3 english boy and a 5'4 asian girl walk together for 3 km?

A: An annoyed, tired asian girl, that's what.

Greetings.

I've decided that since I haven't posted in eons, I was going to do one now.

Well, school's out for the week, which would be a plus if not for the fact that the 'rents are spontaneous therefore a potential danger to any plans I will make.

Also, there is the fact that mother dearest has decided not to let me anywhere near chocolate. I have been officially banned.

It's stronger than compulsion, my mother's word.

I could be holding a block of hershey's in my hand and not bite into it.

It's alright though. Said english boy is more than happy to consume the offending confectionary for me. What are friends for, right?

Also, supanova.

I went to supanova except I didn't cosplay.

I may go to the animania(s) this year.

Next year I'm going in a gothic lolita inspired outfit. Think EGA cross visual kei.

And the english boy shall be an accessory.

Fun shall be had by all.

And I shall leave you with that, my lovies.

Have a happy easter.

Any ideas?

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 21:31:01 GMT

Hello internetians! Welsome to my first post of 2009.

The biggest news I have for you all is that this is my last year of school (until college, that is) and trivial things like prom and scholarships are just around the corner.

What's even more important is I cut my hair and now I can't cosplay as neji or haku.

Darn. It all. To heck.

what am I supposed to do now?

I was also able to cosplay katara but I prettymuch burnt that down to the ground.

So here's my challenge to you internet people: find me an anime to cosplay and I shall..i dunno. Not send out rabid hamsters to destroy ~~robert pattinson~~ you. lol Or I could just lend you said rabid hamsters to obey your every whim.

To help, I'm adding a picture of myself.

Good luck!

(lol it's sideways)

btw, First comment gets a cookie :3

Monday, September 08, 2008

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:07:13 GMT

On the dance floor, out to celebrate.

Strobe lights flicker. Music pumping.

That's when I see him.

Chiseled features, gorgeous tanned skin and perfect blond hair.

He moves like a god in those black shirt and pants.

I catch his gaze.

It's mezmerising.

I must have him.

My friday night IN.

Fri, 30 May 2008 05:46:13 GMT

Well...Here's a toast to my friday in and why I'm upset with my mother.

She's so busy with her life that she wants to trap me in a cage.

Even birds need to be free, mother. Let me breathe.

A specific incident which stands proof to this, is the concert I was not allowed (banned) to go to tonight.

We had it all planned out.

I darren was going to buy everyone's tickets and we'd just go as a group on the day.

I was going to stay over coz that would've been alot simpler.

But NOOO mum had to go and ruin EVERYTHING.

It's funny when things don't work out the way you want them to.

I've been looking forward to that concert for ages.

It's not MY fault we live so far away from where the concert is.

She's so paranoid sometimes, that woman.

Just coz she knows every single thing that COULD go wrong, doesn't necessarily mean it WILL.

Emlyn tells me that I should've just said I was staying over at someone's house then went to the concert.

"Then you can go to the afterparty, too. That's what I do, anyway."

After reminding him that I was not 18, I took a deep breath and tried to distract myself from the said thought.

"aw come on. How many times have we gone to drinking parties that your mom never found out about?"

I really would've.

But I now I never could.

I'm too nice.

Mom's trained me too well.

Dammit.

But I suppose somewhere deep DEEP inside her, she just has my best interests at heart.

Well...I best be off!

I gots homework to do!

Block exams are only a week away!

Ta, dahlings!

signed,

seriously considering moving in with emlyn

As an afterthought, I probably shouldn't have mentioned that little moment we had to taylor

My Weekend

Mon, 12 May 2008 05:35:47 GMT

Animania Expo 2008

That was so awesome. We were like totally lost and just as I was about to start throwing a hissy fit, I saw someone dressed like renji then I was like "ZOMGWTFBBQLEE O.O"

There was heaps of stuff to do.

The best cosplayer there ( I forgot his name) but he's like boss at leading kareoke XD Everyone loved him.

An L cosplayer gave me sugar and I was high for about ten seconds XDDDD

I am SOO cosplaying come next september...Watchout world XD

Look out, the bitch is back.

Sat, 03 May 2008 00:43:00 GMT

Heii! Whatup ma peeps?

lol

I haven't been online in AGES, and that isn't even an exaggeration. I literally haven't been online for like, what, ten months?

Has anyone noticed the new layout? It's pretty cool.

Okay, topics:

Um...school. Yeah. Let's do that.

School. Well...School is basically where I am when I'm not at home or working. I don't go out to movies with my friends coz I'm just a hermit like that.

Physics=I'm loving right now coz we get to draw ^^
Chem- is pretty interesting coz we're talking about cars....still don't apreciate the relative atomic mass thing, though. I've made things easier for myself by turning the equation n=m/M into near=mattoverMELLO lolz
Math=...no comment.
Legal=...I've got homework due..O.o...I only just remembered.
Bio= evil, thy name is bio.
English= thank god we get a new teacher soon XD

Work is so neh atm. I'm not really into it, which is cool coz I can't leave the boys alone at home.

Chow time.

It's Chow mein.

~Ciao!

Oh jeez...

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 10:16:22 GMT

"What in the name of all things random is going on?!?

I turn my back for two seconds and you go ahead and do this! Tell me, do you think I deserve this?

Giving me the silent treatment, eh? Well screw you! I don't need you!"

As soap-opera-y as this sounds, this is just the conversation I had with my bedroom after I tripped on my halloween costume and then some...

I got really annoyed at it's current state of post-iraq-ism...

So I yelled at it. Nothing out of the ordinary there. Not that it was a very good idea, to begin with...

So I ended up cleaning my room...found some mints from yesterday so it's all good...

We went to movieworld and I had the kickassest mask on and I was all "woot! who's kickass? I'm kickass!" Lmao

And it was jsut me and taylor and a couple inches of beautiful pain...I meant my shoes. XDD

And everyone had this frikkin lighty-up drink and I was all bitching about how I wanted one this morning...

Then I crashed from my sugarhigh and just shutup...

always a good thing....

Damn. Takeover, the Break's over.

LATERzz!

THIS IS GAY!!!!!!!

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:13:47 GMT

This is stupid.

I hate my math teacher. She's gay. She made me pass my assesment sheet that we took three weeks doing when I haven't even finished.

She's such a bitch!

She didn't give me a chance to explain that I didn't know that the deadline was today.

I'm not good at bitching because I don't do it very often and when I do, i grit my teeth and bear it.

But really. She's such a bitch.

She made me cry.

I can see that in the news papers. "math teacher makes random chick cry"

I wanna go trow pineapples at her...coz she's evil...and pineapples symbolize evil...therefore...I would be throwing her at herself...say wha...?....neh, it'll hurt. that's good enough for me XD

SHE'S PURE, UNSATURATED EVIL....no, SHE'S SO EVIL, SHE'S EVIL WITH PRESERVATIVES AND 40% MORE FAT...Why am I using caps lock? O.o

DAmn....THis reeks of death and decay....

I finished watching deathnote! Wootwoot!^^

Near is so cute...and Mello is kinda...he's in the mafiya so he's kinda hot. I don't get why he looks like such a girl, though. SEriously. I thought he was a girl, first time I saw him...no, actually I didn't. XD I came up with a shitload of theories surrounding deathnote.

Theory #1: The only reason L put Light in jail is because he gets off at his bondage. (oh shut up, you KNOW it's true. Why else would he put cameras in the cell? XD)

Theory #2: L and Light get handcuffed together, thus supporting first teory. (they als can never change their shirts...without ripping them...but I really don't see how that is a problem XD)

Theory #3: Everyone in deathnote is either gay, stupid, old, or afraid of kira. (yup, that about covers everyone XD)

Theory #3: If your name is shortened into one letter, then apparently you're a supergenious. EX: L, N, V(hehe V off v for vendetta...well it only proves my point...>>), M. . .K! XDD Lmao....

Fuck! I put theory #3 twice!...oh well....so much for that theory XD*scraps it in the bin*

anyway...XD

I gtg

BYYEE!!!!

Just coz I'm cold and heartless doesn't mean that I don't hurt...

Fri, 04 May 2007 22:55:17 GMT

There is something wrong with me. Really. I consciously am over stephen but I still feel my subconscious' reactions to having him around. if what happens to me can be called feeling.

During sports day I was contemplating on how over him I was by staring into the empty space he currently occupied. Suddenly and without warning, he turned to look at me and at that instant I could swear I stoped breathing. It was like I got slapped in the face. So I did the rational thing. My brain assesed the situation. There were two options I had: fight or flee, basic survival skills, but at that moment my fight instinct had taken a vacation so, being defenseless as i was at that exact second, I ran behind the pack of wolves behind me that I call my friends. Two of them turned to me to ask why I looked like a rabbit in the middle of an incoming truck and I calmly asked them to kill me before the shame did. They turned to look at who I was hiding from and realised that I tried to fight but I obviously fled(fleed?). They explained to me that i should've just looked him in the eye and walked away calmly like the snarky bitch I usually was, not cower under his stare, turn on a dime and sprint like an olimpic athlete.

And it didn't end there. When we got back from sports day the busses lined up to park at the front gate so we had to get off our bus at the curb and walk back. On the way, stephen poked his ~~adorable~~ head out the window and talked to some girls who were standing right in front of me. I felt like I got the wind knocked out of me, as if I got my first succerpunch ever. And to make things worse he was talking to the girls in chem class who made fun of me. I went over to the bathroom and repeatedly basked my head against the sink until they locked me in the broom closet where I repeatedly bashed my head with a broom.

I'm going to go now...*bashes head against the keyboard*

fjhmnuyjhmfsdruilsdfyksdnkluzghisdyhi<-that's what you can spell when you bash yuor forehead against the keyboard.